Innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun...

alhamdulillah...
on the last Friday's night
he already rest after 71 years living..
i am very grateful
to be given the last chance to meet..
and to talk to him the evening before.

this is a lesson
for those who are still given the chance
to do good deed..
to search for credits..
to hug and kiss those people you loved..
while they are still present
when i kiss my grandpa's forehead
i was really sad for my father
for that he's no longer have father

this morning
when i want to go back college
i salam and kiss him at cheeks
because i dont want to regret, when
his time come to leave this world
the cheeks will not be same like before
it will not be warm
it will be cold
and i really dont want to regret like that

all this while
im quite ashamed to kiss my father
maybe im not used to this kissing2 thingy
time kecik2 dulu maybe adelah kot..
cium2 kat pipi
bile dah besar
sume benda macam malu nak buat
now i realize
if i dont start now
i'll never start
when i kiss him this morning
he quite shocked
and im glad i've started it
thank you ALLAH

semoga atuk tenang..
dilepaskan daripada azab kubur
diterima segala amal ibadat
dimudahkan menjawab soalan munkar dan nankir
dan akhirnya
ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 beriman
amiin...

for my father
i hope he will be given the strength
to go through this test..
dan dilepaskan daripada segala perasaan bersalah
insyaallah....
i hope to gain the momentum back
to face the spm which is
really just around the corner
insyaallah
thank you for those who were praying
for the recovery of my grandpa

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