Innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun...

alhamdulillah...
on the last Friday's night
he already rest after 71 years living..
i am very grateful
to be given the last chance to meet..
and to talk to him the evening before.

this is a lesson
for those who are still given the chance
to do good deed..
to search for credits..
to hug and kiss those people you loved..
while they are still present
when i kiss my grandpa's forehead
i was really sad for my father
for that he's no longer have father

this morning
when i want to go back college
i salam and kiss him at cheeks
because i dont want to regret, when
his time come to leave this world
the cheeks will not be same like before
it will not be warm
it will be cold
and i really dont want to regret like that

all this while
im quite ashamed to kiss my father
maybe im not used to this kissing2 thingy
time kecik2 dulu maybe adelah kot..
cium2 kat pipi
bile dah besar
sume benda macam malu nak buat
now i realize
if i dont start now
i'll never start
when i kiss him this morning
he quite shocked
and im glad i've started it
thank you ALLAH

semoga atuk tenang..
dilepaskan daripada azab kubur
diterima segala amal ibadat
dimudahkan menjawab soalan munkar dan nankir
dan akhirnya
ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 beriman
amiin...

for my father
i hope he will be given the strength
to go through this test..
dan dilepaskan daripada segala perasaan bersalah
insyaallah....
i hope to gain the momentum back
to face the spm which is
really just around the corner
insyaallah
thank you for those who were praying
for the recovery of my grandpa

dari DIA kita datang
kepada DIA kita kembali

Syukur

emmm...
lama jugak aku tak 'merapu' kat sini eh?
by the way , i just got my SPM trials result...
errr.... i dont know what to say
but
I really do grateful to ALLAH
for giving me such an opportunity
to 'wake up' after mid-year exam haritu.
It's not good yet
but
setimpal la dengan apa yang aku usahakan

Selama ni..
ALLAH knows better what lies far behind this result
this is a test.. to see whether aku bersyukur atau tak...
so,
if aku bersyukur..
ALLAH akan tambahkan lagi nikmat itu
if aku kufur?
sesungguhnya azab ALLAH itu sangatlah pedih.
thank you ALLAH,
atas nikmatMu..
Alhamdulillah.

Lagi satu, i want to thank Arre... :)
sebab??

sebab kejutkan aku..
when i dont feel to wake up again.
sebab tegur aku
when i start to 'terpengaruh' dengan surrounding
sebab teman aku time supper
when Al-Mulk nak start baca dah...*teruk perangai*
sebab giving positive thought
when i start to feel down..

thanks Arre!!
although aku macam suka main2
but that's my nature
jngn terase eh weh? :P

and i really want to be MUSLIM pelajar(pelajar yang mengutamakn agamanya dalam 'belajarnya')
not a pelajar MUSLIM
(pelajar yang mengutamakan 'belajarnya' berbanding agamanya)
untuk kawan2 yang ambil SPM tahun ni..
masih belum terlambat untuk kita tambah markah lagi..
marilah kita saling mendoakan sesama kita.
sebab..
doa seorang sahabat
kepada sahabatnya
tanpa diketahui oleh orang yang didoakan...
sangat mujarab..
ditambah lagi dengan kelebihan berdoa
dalam bulan Ramadhan yang penuh dengan barakah ini..
InsyaAllah

btw, atuk aku sedang diuji,
diuji dengan penyakit.
semoga dia berjaya dalam ujian ini.
i went to hospital this evening
when i saw him like that
my heart hurts..

sesungguhnya dari DIA kita datang
kepada DIA kita kembali

i hope that he will get well soon
Amin...
sama2 lah kita mendoakannya
thank you :)