Perasaan...

Hari2 terakhir sebelum berplkn.....
hehehe...(sadis je tone..)
just now, reading kaklong's blog...
life at zagazig as med student..
for me?
mencabar sngt.. hehs
so
bila fikir2 balik,
mampukah aku study medic?


OR

is it just to fullfill people's dream...
i dont know the answer
maybe....
plkn boleh membantu memecahkan kebuntuan ini -.-"
doakan aku di plkn...
semoga sentiasa berada di bawah lembayung rahmat dan petunjuk dariNya...
amiin

4 hari pasca SPM-2

Bertemu lagi kita di slot yang sama :P
kat mane eh?

hmm..ok2
on Thursday, as we all planned
It is Mid-Valley day
Kononnya pagi2 la nak bangun
sebab nak tumpang abang ipar buje yang nak pegi keje
(at the same time, minta tolong hantar pergi KTM Serdang :P)
bangun2 je...
abang ipar dia dah jalan....
dlm hati *mampus aku, tak penah2 naik bas, rasala kau harini*

Kitorang pun siap2la ape yg patut.
Ayat mummy memang tak boleh bla...
"Jage imej aku, if korang tak nak jage imej korang "
not the exact words from her. Based on my understanding :P
haritu kitorang breakfast kat kedai mamak.
im not sure if they are really mamak or indian but pretend to be mamak
buje kata belasah je la....
lintas jalan pun ala2 macam nak bunuh diri je
kereta banyak macam semut!

So
naik bus
jalan kaki
naik ktm
naik tangga+escalator
taraaa...Mid Valley :D
after reunite back with bean,
kitorang pun jalan2, shopping baju (nak pakai time birthday party nique) & makan
time cari baju tu, terserempak dengan jeej and laily. (shopping jugak kot)
pastu jalan2 lagi -.-"

at first, nak tengok movie
but
dodo sampai lambat sangat
cancel la plan tu
but my plan a.k.a. my dream :P... tak cancel!
hehehe
we go for bowling..
at that time ade guys jugak
so, kitorang ambik 2 lane
time main tu, boleh pulak interchange lane dengan guys
but, lantakla main je la..
btw ny join jugak main bowling
sambil2 die tunggu A dengan pya yang plan nak tengok movie.

here come the best part of the day
yang always made me laugh sorang2 :D

time A sampai...
aku dengan die pun tukar kasut.
konon2 die nk main time turn mummy.
tup2 time die nak baling tu...
dengan die2 sekali masuk terbaring dalam lane tu :D
aku pulak dengan ber'kaki' ayam berkejar tarik die bangun atas platform tu...
huhu...bwat malu wehh
guys pulak memang tak boleh bla..
tengok je... bukan nk tolong -.-'

dahla ade sorang photographer tak rasmi tengah2 lane tu tengah busy snap picture-
die pun tergamam!
hehehe
padan la muka kalau picture jatuh, masuk sekali dalam memory camera tu~
and2 guess who's the winner?
*drum roll*......its me!!!!!!
Astaghfirullah...riak pulak :P
dahla first time main...
boleh menang la pulak kan?
burning desire kot :P


after habis tu...snap2 picture sikit...
then, berkejar lagi.. nak solat asar which was very late at that time
huh! penat2..
guys pulak ajak makan after maghrib prayer
tup2 diorang pulak yang tak makan.
kitorang je la makan.
borak2 sikit ...then, balik rumah akak buje
sampai rumah lebih kurang pukul 10...huhu
dalam hati....(tak nak lagi balik lambat camni) -.-"

Overall, sangat penat la berjalan dengan these girls. Being me yang selalu penat and tak suka jalan jauh, it was a tough experience :D
Otherwise i treasured our moment!
Sampai sini je la kot. Tak larat nak sambut Part 3 pulak. hehe.
Thank you korang :)

p/s: thanks for the book :) im not asking for reply pun..

4 hari pasca SPM-1

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

what can i say after habis jawab SPM lebih 4 hari lalu?~

tired.exhausted.happy.rindu.sedih.appreciated.kelakar.sayang.friends

Transcenders

Where to start ???
hmmm..ok la..

after Chemistry paper on Tuesday, most of the Transcenders went to Jusco Seremban 2

shopping, bowling, makan, jalan2, tengok movie

except for those yang balik awal tu, 

cant join the rest

atas sebab2 yang tak boleh dielakkan :(

including my roommate, Ilham

macam sedih jugak la sebab she cant join us.

plus kitorang dua macam banyak misunderstanding ...

tapi nak buat macam mana kan?

just hope for the best je la

at Jusco, i didn't do much
except tengok Harry Potter sampai terangkat kaki *memalukan*

on Wednesday

i didnt go back home straight away

aku, bean, buje, and mummy

sent ba to airport
after that, kitorang jalan2 kat KLIA sekejap,

then, driver ba sent us to KL Sentral.

at first, dia nak hantar pegi Pavillion straight away.

but

looking at our luggage yang melampau banyaknya,

end up hantar pegi KL Sentral je.. *kecewa*


So,

sewa locker..

simpan luggage..

jalan kaki..
naik monorel..

jalan kaki *again*..

at lasssssssttttt.........

sampai la kat Pavillion *happy..tapi..penat*

Surau Pavillion

and2..
do guess whats the reason we went through all the hardships?
sebab.... bean wanted to take picture of........

CHRISTMAS TREE ... *firework2*

tu jehh?!!!
tak patut betul kan?kan? *exaggerate*

but..

kitorang pegi tengok movie jugak.

although it wasn't in the plan,

tapi, alang2 kan?
cerita My Spy
banyak lawak yang agak blue..
maybe takdela biru mana pun
tapi nama pun orang Melayu kan...
mesti fikir bukan2 *termasuk aku -.-*

hehs....
malam tu, aku terlentang kat rumah akak buje
tanpa sedarkan dunia sekeliling.
kepenatan membungkus diri...* i'm not exaggerated*
and..
i think that's all for now kot...
huhu


p/s:will be continue..InsyaAllah (^.^)

Innalillahiwainnailaihirajiun...

alhamdulillah...
on the last Friday's night
he already rest after 71 years living..
i am very grateful
to be given the last chance to meet..
and to talk to him the evening before.

this is a lesson
for those who are still given the chance
to do good deed..
to search for credits..
to hug and kiss those people you loved..
while they are still present
when i kiss my grandpa's forehead
i was really sad for my father
for that he's no longer have father

this morning
when i want to go back college
i salam and kiss him at cheeks
because i dont want to regret, when
his time come to leave this world
the cheeks will not be same like before
it will not be warm
it will be cold
and i really dont want to regret like that

all this while
im quite ashamed to kiss my father
maybe im not used to this kissing2 thingy
time kecik2 dulu maybe adelah kot..
cium2 kat pipi
bile dah besar
sume benda macam malu nak buat
now i realize
if i dont start now
i'll never start
when i kiss him this morning
he quite shocked
and im glad i've started it
thank you ALLAH

semoga atuk tenang..
dilepaskan daripada azab kubur
diterima segala amal ibadat
dimudahkan menjawab soalan munkar dan nankir
dan akhirnya
ditempatkan di kalangan orang2 beriman
amiin...

for my father
i hope he will be given the strength
to go through this test..
dan dilepaskan daripada segala perasaan bersalah
insyaallah....
i hope to gain the momentum back
to face the spm which is
really just around the corner
insyaallah
thank you for those who were praying
for the recovery of my grandpa

dari DIA kita datang
kepada DIA kita kembali

Syukur

emmm...
lama jugak aku tak 'merapu' kat sini eh?
by the way , i just got my SPM trials result...
errr.... i dont know what to say
but
I really do grateful to ALLAH
for giving me such an opportunity
to 'wake up' after mid-year exam haritu.
It's not good yet
but
setimpal la dengan apa yang aku usahakan

Selama ni..
ALLAH knows better what lies far behind this result
this is a test.. to see whether aku bersyukur atau tak...
so,
if aku bersyukur..
ALLAH akan tambahkan lagi nikmat itu
if aku kufur?
sesungguhnya azab ALLAH itu sangatlah pedih.
thank you ALLAH,
atas nikmatMu..
Alhamdulillah.

Lagi satu, i want to thank Arre... :)
sebab??

sebab kejutkan aku..
when i dont feel to wake up again.
sebab tegur aku
when i start to 'terpengaruh' dengan surrounding
sebab teman aku time supper
when Al-Mulk nak start baca dah...*teruk perangai*
sebab giving positive thought
when i start to feel down..

thanks Arre!!
although aku macam suka main2
but that's my nature
jngn terase eh weh? :P

and i really want to be MUSLIM pelajar(pelajar yang mengutamakn agamanya dalam 'belajarnya')
not a pelajar MUSLIM
(pelajar yang mengutamakan 'belajarnya' berbanding agamanya)
untuk kawan2 yang ambil SPM tahun ni..
masih belum terlambat untuk kita tambah markah lagi..
marilah kita saling mendoakan sesama kita.
sebab..
doa seorang sahabat
kepada sahabatnya
tanpa diketahui oleh orang yang didoakan...
sangat mujarab..
ditambah lagi dengan kelebihan berdoa
dalam bulan Ramadhan yang penuh dengan barakah ini..
InsyaAllah

btw, atuk aku sedang diuji,
diuji dengan penyakit.
semoga dia berjaya dalam ujian ini.
i went to hospital this evening
when i saw him like that
my heart hurts..

sesungguhnya dari DIA kita datang
kepada DIA kita kembali

i hope that he will get well soon
Amin...
sama2 lah kita mendoakannya
thank you :)